S I N G L E
On Saturday night I went to a wedding, my plus one was a girl called sarah who is actually my mum and dads tenant, she has recently moves to cornwall and doesn't know anyone here so I invited her along so she could meet some new people.
I also invited her because I didn't want to go alone, I knew most of the people going but there were mostly all coupled up and I didn't want to feel like the odd one out.
We had an amazing time at the wedding and I am glad that I went but I realised that it's been almost two years since I had a relationship, the last wedding I went to I was in a relationship and infact this is the longest time I've been single since I was 17. Of course my life has changed dramatically since I was 17 and I am now a mum.. Even though I am with my son 24/7 and I have a job, friends, family, I still get lonely. Not all the time but there are moments, moments when I would like someone to talk to about my day when I walk in from work, special occasions and family events where I woulld like a plus one. Someone to watch a movie with, order a chinese with, sit on the sofa and do nothing with.
I have moments of wanting to meet someone and then the rest of the time I am content on my own, happy in my own company. When I lived in china I loved my own company, lunch, coffee, long walks. I didn't feel lonely in china even though I was a million miles away from everyone who knew me. It's strange how sometimes home can be be the loneliest place in the world and the most comforting place at the same time.
I know that when the time is right I will meet someone, but for now I am going to be inspired by the quote in this post and date myself instead.❤ #instablog #mummabear #mummabearsitall #mumblogger #instapage #mumswhoblog #singlemums #ｓｉｎｇｌｅ#blogging #blogger #reflection #thoughts #quote #truth #words #wisdom #quotestoliveby #dating #instamum