A letter of gratitude-
1- You were there with me, even if not for me, for the longest of time. You were my constant, the person who would have stuck forever. So you left, right? To prove to me how fairytales gave the wrong message? Anyway, I thank you for always being there "with" me. So what if now all you are is gone.
2- You made me better myself for you. You made me change myself from an extrovert to an introvert, to sometimes a non-existent being. But that was okay. You made me want to be good, good enough. I narrowed my ways, also became generous, and ultimately lost myself. But you made me better, right? So, I thank you for the growth.
3- You made me strong. So strong that I could be a hammer in front of an ant (makes no sense, right? That's what you made me- Irrelevant and out of place, but that's another story). You made me capable and brave, both together. You put me through so much, that all I knew I was left to do, was to get out of my mess, on my own. You made me self-dependent, and now here I am, a warrior. So I thank you for making me stronger than I was.
4- You taught me perseverance. How with time, feelings persist. We were together for so long, that I forgot that we were two different entities. I became you, and time was not a constraint anymore. So I thank you for making me patient.
5- You made me trust myself. I always tried to explain myself to you, whenever we got in a fight or a miscommunication. You made me realise that you never really knew me, for if you had known, you wouldn't have believed every other person who said negative about me to you. You made me stand up for myself, and walk away at the right time. So, I thank you for making me believe in myself.
6- You made me see the evil, diabolic sides of me when I was at my worst. You made me see that I couldn't be perfect no matter how much I wanted to, for you. But you also made me see that if I was the one you wanted, you wouldn't have amended me so much. So I thank you for making me myself, and a human.
I love you, my only love. -11.11x11.11 ------------
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